Even though life is hard, there is much to learn. Everyone is sent here to learn. I caught on faster when I am learning it for a second time. As I have gotten closer to God I have learned that he is there for me. I know he carries me. I ask him for his help and because of him I can be schizophrenic and not go crazy. I have found such a strength in my trials. He makes life better than I could ever make my life. Some of the ideas that Schizophrenia descieved was that I had telepathy. This made me very trapped. Everyone would get in my body and do what they please. It was so irritating because I wanted to be the one who chose how my body moved. It was hard. God healed me. First I had to find some medications that brought that nightmare away. Later they found more and that medication that worked I no longer take. I still have the control over my body.
Because I haven't always had control I learned how great it is to control my own body. I learned what a great blessing it is to make our own mistakes, and our own success. I not only quite listening to them, I also got my agency back. I can follow my own thoughts, and the holy ghost. I am learning that Jesus does not make you handicaped.
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