there is this wonderful engsign of jan 09 that I read about this person who has bi-polar. it was so neat what he said. the improfections of our body we don't need to worry about. They are not sins. we don't need to feel guilty for our illnesses. I think that is so neat to hear that. so often we see our bodies weaknesses such as mental illnesses as being embarrissing and a sin the we fell for it. I know that I have mistakenly done that. even though i didn't have any control over it i have told my family that i was sorry for what i have put them through because of my schizophrenia... they told me that i didn't need to appoloigize. They are right, but sometimes things just get out of prospective. I have struggled so much in my past that I felt bad when I saw how the people around me took me... but this article taught me something. It taught me that those improfections of my body, even though I was ashamed and embarissed while it was happening, that I didn't need to . it was just a learning tool. I have done faboulous. I guess that that means that God sees the bigger picture. he knows what to put us through to make us better. I am glad that i know so much from my mental illness. it is wonderful, I don't know any other way I could know so much, so fast.
