Thursday, May 1, 2025

God near pushes us away but we do

 Jesus is always aware and when you are ready go ahead and get healed. 

He's among us who needs him. You are also his child. He's also hurt and sad. He never rejoices in our pain. He never has and never will. 

We all need him. We all are loved by him. He rejoices when we rejoice and cries when we do. 




 I collect my writings. I have many more than I share. I put them in books and I will share them with you for twenty if you are interested. 

No one is replaceable




No one Is Replaceable 


Melanie Bezold 


4/26/2025


Those that have true faith in God there  is no room for fear.  God and fear don’t exist. Yes, life is time to focus on God because you see what you are looking for.


4/26/2025


When it’s from God he tells you your worth and it’s never in comparison to any other person. It’s just humble between God and you. 


Just like he keeps telling me. That’s between you and me. You are amazing, believe it. Believe it yourself. Believe me what I am telling you. 


Why do you need others to tell you when I am over the universe and I am telling you so. Why is there more quality from them than me? I have been telling you this. 


Stop doubting yourself and the abilities you know you have. You are and always have been of great worth. You can’t do anything to change that. 


You are amazing. Love yourself like I do. Love yourself and I have faith and hope enough for you. You see what you focus on. 


Yes, be humble but be gentle on yourself. Get out of your own way. Get out of your way and see you like I do. 


Why would I allow all of this plan; pain, happiness and joy and leave you out. You are mine. Choose to have peace in who you are. 


Choose to be good enough and keep on track beside me. Because of me. You are mine if you choose me. 


Every day I teach you a little bit here and a little bit there. When you focus on the good then there is always more good. 


When you pray and keep trying then you have grown that much more. Your earthly parents where I planted you and have been blessed to be by your side has always been a miracle and gift of grace. 



One look at you and everyone knows you are mine. One example and testimony that is in the very fiber of your being and they know that you are mine!!!


I know you. You go around giving people a reason to live. A reason for joy and a reminder that you are mine. I want you to make an effort. I want appreciation. I want acceptance of my stripes. I suffered so long ago to replace your pain. 


Your pain I paid for. I did not design for you to carry it alone. You get strength because you ask me through prayer, actions, agency and the grace you must accept from me. 


You are always getting stronger and you don’t realize how much. You are getting stronger and better everyday. 


You don’t make excuses and you make mistakes. Don’t shorthand yourself focusing on things that I, the father, has already taken care of. 


I know you are trying, that's exactly why you are learning. Stop overthinking the negative thoughts and emotions that are long in the past. 


You are not built to do any of that for you or for others. You don’t have the need or the necessity. You are not born to carry the burden alone. 


There’s a time and a season for everything. This is the time to believe that you are worthy of being loved. You are worthy of being respected and valued. 


I am proud of what you have accomplished and achieved so far. You have much ahead. There are many more with you than against you. 


You have only begun to see your great worth. I make you grow as you turn to me. I am your maker. I am yours. I am the master of your heart and world. 


Life is always beautiful and bright, we are always going through something. We are always stronger as we grow. We must trust our instincts and gifts to develop and already have to build our god given guidance. 


For God so loved us that he gave us his only begotten son to save the world. He’s working hard and diligently to build the  kingdom of god on this earth. 


You are absolutely gorgeous and any thing you go through is amazing and is always worth it 

You of no less worth than me 


Just like we’re watching dad and mom struggle, it's still our trails. Just because you watched you were struggling too. It’s all a struggle and it’s all important !!!


Remember that sometimes it might even be just as hard or even harder but it’s real and it’s not gone unnoticed !!!


I hope you enjoy it. That's what life is all about. Focusing on what you want to see and who you want to be !!!

Yes. 

When you love yourself so deeply you want it for everyone else. If you bring but one soul.   


Thanks for believing me. Help me fine tune my gifts and mind by helping me relieve my self doubt. You have blessed me greatly my friend for life and forever 

Thank you and you have blessed me!!!

Saturday, April 5, 2025

We are all gifted and blessed. We have what we need as we strive and grow through Jesus lifting us. Yes there is no other way. The peace and growth is beyond our understanding and remember he is our greatest cheerleader and companion as we seek him and celebrate his love through our bond we cherish and choose to be obedient to him

April 4, 2025


I get my good looks from you. It's from your side of my family. 

And my dads Parkinson's is from my mom ancestor too. It runs in the family. 

You know how it is hereditary and all. It runs in jeans.  

That's just the way of it. 

My beauty is through you. I am tired of denying it. It's time that you have to stop denying it and just accept and acknowledge the facts. Just put two and two together. 

🌝love you  sis. After all you are my sister. We come and I gave you some of my jeans. 


Truly Even so;  when you believe you are beautiful you are. And we're in the spitting image of god the father and his son. 


We are Devine children of gods. And we are beautiful daughters and sisters in Christ as we are all connected together throughout our universe and divine family . 


We're here and we are all blessed to share love and be blessed with the beautiful Christ love and character as we celebrate our lives together. 


He's our way and master and he only sets us free and loves us. He gives us peace and joy and all we need when it is his wisdom that shapes us as we choose continually to fight and follow him. 


Through him and our hearts and our blessings of agency we choose to be his window because we are all blessed in beauty as our precious heart is shaped and shines through. 


Through him we are not ever forget nor capable of failure if and as often as we are always grateful and listening and doing what we can as we strive to be like him. 


Remember, as hard as it seems, it is the best test in the universe. As long as we have faith and we trust in his wisdom, we will indeed increase ,improve , and grow, strengthening our abilities and capabilities. He will lift you. 


He will always be there waiting for us to choose and continue to be who we need as he modes us. We are given the opportunity to be taught. 


We are  never lost. The scriptures are full of people that when they are with Christ and take his name and side,  we are never forgotten or even able to fail. It's amazing all around us and in the torment of others once we are full of trust and faith, there is zero fear. 


The scriptures have so many reasons for God's followers to fear. You will see time and time again that when they know that their lives are with Christ and he is their rock and redeemer. 


Some burn,  some are put with lions, some go jail. But when it is time to be shown their faith and true honest faith they have no fear. 


They have arrows flying at them. They are burned. But once again the unconditional love that comes through and the pure trust in God the father. Once again no fear Jesus never was fear. 


Over and over again when there is trust in Jesus and after all they can do, even our prophet of the world Nelsen had a gun pulled and once again. He was at peace and there was no fear. 


We are taught to look at the bigger picture which is a representation of what the purpose of us with our bodies and minds in this journey is to think celestial. 


Think celestial because we are not of this world we are inherently children of our Heavenly Father and he is giving us through Jesus the greatest gifts of blessings. 


This life is more than infinite worth and creation. Think celestial because we are created to live and die. 


We're never going to die completely but rather there's more than this fragile existence. This is the smaller story and the harder things in this world gets us closer to Christ and we will grow and it will evolve. 


Thinking celestial will remind you that when it seems to be hard in the present it is never going to stay that way and we will always be able to get through it because we know it will never be this hard forever but it will be better and it will be a strength of gratitude and growth. 


Even Jesus had to go through it and he understands us perfectly and that's why it's a plan that has been won. 


We must not get so struck but look forward to the future and we are told to focus on what the truth is. This will always be challenging but the big focus is on knowing that this is the journey not the end but the beginning of continued growth. 


Think celestial


Friday, March 28, 2025

Melanie Bezold still writes

 My angel friend who is getting closer to Jesus. He knows pain and we get wisdom and strength throughout; not around. Just like our precious savior of our souls. May you be well soon. I can’t wait to learn more about your journey and wisdom you have gained. Learn and focus on healing and understanding our inner circle with Christ. Faith is trusting that God’s doing what is in our best interest and favor. I am so proud of you. I know without a doubt you’re in good loving hands and asking God to lift the load. He is our strength and partner. 

Put the shield around you so that you have more protection from the evil and enemies of our souls.


Melanie is still learning but I am now Bezold

Monday, October 19, 2009

i have books

i will be proofing them and then i will sell them on amazon... it is print by demand. look up schizoaffective, religious, or spiritual