Life may be hard, but it is worth it, that is a phrase that we often hear. It is so true. I am so lucky that I am still alive. Did you know that up to one-third of the people that commit suicide are schizophrenics. I almost did, but I changed my mind. I am grateful that I did. Life has led me to new challenges. Sometimes as I think of the things I have been through, I wonder why does God have so much faith in me. I have high hopes for the future. I am happily married, this is the best marriage I have ever had (only marriage).
Life did get better. I can fully function now. I no longer follow all the voices I hear because I know it is not really a real thing. I do believe that I still have the Holy Ghost talking to me though. I am learning more and more. I am thankful for my trials. I would never want to live through them again, but I believe that God knows what he is doing. MY dad says that everything we go through is no accident.
I believe that we are made better from our trials.