i have started work for whenever they need me. i have been working this week. i asked heavenly father that i would be able to have the energy that i need. i was able to get through it. i did have the energy that i needed. Heavenly Father contunues to bless me and is in my every day life. i am looking for an article for schizophrenia that i wrote for the isj. i haven't had luck finding it yet. god finds a way for the things he wants to accomplish. if you are intrested in buying a book from me it is twenty dollars. i wrote it when i was just finishing highschool and now. this was before i was schizophrenic. people are given special skills when they have something that they have to over come. i still rely on god. he is there and i love him. if you want to hear my testomony let me know. it is about seventy pages. mel